December 23, 2010

December 20, 2009

A Christmas Wish

It was hard to be separated after graduation. We go to different high schools now, which at first really depressed me. I tried to keep my spirits high so people wouldn't notice. I was always good at doing that. During the first month or two, I would constantly be reminded of him. My heart would feel uneasy and I would want to see him never so badly. The friends I would confide in before was not with me at this new place. Along the way, I've met many new friends who make me forget about these many hard feelings, and now I can truly be happy again. If Santa Claus is truly out there, I have one thing I truly want with all my heart for Christmas. I want to see him again...

May 11, 2009

Confidence

I'm in love. I realized only a year ago. Whenever he's around, I blush and feel my heart beating. We've been friends for so long and I have only fell in love a year ago. Maybe I loved him since way back, but never realized these feelings. I want him to know, but it's just impossible for me. I'm such a coward with no confidence. He probably thinks of me as a friend and nothing more than that. It hurts when I think of such things. I want to know how he feels about me.

February 23, 2009

Valentine's Day

You stand there with your lips curved in a big smile. You dress firmly in your white shirt. Your red hands and dark brown eyes makes the world be reborn all over. You smell like the blossoming flowers in early spring. Your hands are an angel's blessing, calming every soul. Your presence makes all the people around you smile. I wish that all the world's happiness will be with you for all of eternity.

February 16, 2009

Entry 6

In my heart, I wish for his happiness. However, I might also be a little selfish. I'm not the only one who loves him. I don't know how many but there are others who feel the same way I do. I say that I wouldn't mind if he is happy with other girls. I don't mind if he doesn't love me back. All I wish for is his happiness. However, I tend to want him to love me. I really, really want him to know about my feelings for him. I don't want to hurt my friends' feelings. I know how it feels to be hurt by love.